Delivered at Assembly of God Headquarters, Feb. 1, 2005
Prepared by Dr. John E. Marshall
Jesus said, “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind. This is the first and great commandment.”
God must be our all-encompassing fixation. It is possible for one passion to be so strong that it overwhelms every other interest in life. A holy obsession for God can monopolize thought patterns, purify motives, and cut away mental clutter.
For believers, there is but one first right thing, one grand purpose in life–to please and pursue God. Other needs legitimately call for our attention in their place, but this one first right thing must always have priority. Love God first.
D. L. Moody, before becoming a Christian, was one day hoeing corn in a field with an older man who began to cry. When Moody asked what was wrong, the man told the story of his life. When he was young he left home to make a fortune. His mother’s last plea to him that day was, “Son, seek first the kingdom of God,” but he paid no attention. After traveling a while, he decided to attend church. The pastor preached, “Seek ye first the kingdom of God.” “That is my mother’s text,” the man said, “I wonder if that man knows me.” He said to himself he would get rich first, and then think of religion. Later, in a second church, the same thing happened again. The message deeply touched and impressed him, but he was not ready to commit, wanting to wait until he made his fortune. Later, in a third church, he heard the same challenge preached again. He said he felt God call, and sensed the Spirit striving mightily with him, but fought it and chose to wait till he got rich. Moody said the man then claimed all the sermons he had heard since made no more of an impression on him than “on that stone,” and he struck it with a hoe. Years later, when Moody became a Christian, the first man he thought of was that fellow in the field. He journeyed home and asked of him, but Moody’s mother said the man had been sent to an insane asylum, because when anyone spoke to him, he immediately pointed his finger and said, “Seek first the kingdom of God.” Years later, Moody again returned home and learned the man’s mind was still gone, but he had been sent home. Moody, always tender of heart toward the lost, quickly went to see him, and tried to reason with him, but the man only looked with a blank stare and said repeatedly, “Seek first the kingdom of God.” Moody reflected on the tragedy, “Reason had reeled and tottered from its throne, but the text was still there. God had sent that arrow down into his soul.” Love God first. It is the main lesson of life.
At age 53, I have lived long enough to see firsthand the bankrupt lives of many of my childhood friends who chose not to love God with their whole heart, soul, and mind. My best friend at church married outside the faith; his whole adult life has been a zero, lived entirely without reference to God. My second best friend at church committed the only triple murder in the history of my hometown. The state of Missouri executed him. A third good friend has gone through much wealth and many wives. My sixth grade patrol duty partner later caught his wife in bed with another man and used a pistol to send the adulterer into eternity, and to send himself to prison for life. “Mirror, mirror on the wall, she was the fairest of them all”–in grade school and Junior High our stalwart example of what it meant to love God, but in High School she chose a different path. I saw her at a twenty-year class reunion; at 38 she looked 58. I could go on and on, describing the wrecked carnage of people I have personally known who chose not to love God first in life–broken homes, shattered lives, smashed dreams, splintered resolutions.
You be the judge. I submit for your consideration that the vast majority of the misery we see every day can be traced in one way or another to the rejection of the command in our text. Friend, we cannot afford to not love God first or to not teach our people to love God first; to ignore it demands a price too high to pay.
When God is not our first love, He becomes on a functional level our antagonist rather than our protagonist; our foe, not our friend; our hinderer, not our helper. This results in disaster. Life gets out of kilter, spins out of control, everything swirling into chaos and confusion, all because we fail to love God first.
We have to ask ourselves repeatedly, are we merely playing games, or is God truly the most important thought that ever enters our minds? He is worthy to be loved and followed by disciples in dead earnest about Him.
This is one reason I am delighted to deliver this message here today. I remember a generation ago, when at nearly the same time the Assemblies had two famous preachers fall into open sin. The eyes of conservative evangelical Christianity were riveted on Springfield. Some felt there would be compromise and a lowering of the standard. They were wrong. The Assemblies stood tall for God that day, boldly stating holiness matters most, love God first. I believe much of God’s blessing on the Assemblies today is due to that decision a generation ago.
As I first meet with new staff members, I go over a long list of expectations. The first item reads, holiness matters most. There’s only one first right thing.
Our union with Jesus, being in Him, is the channel that conveys to us the joy of our life with Christ. Vibrant Christian living is not so much something I extract from Jesus, or have bestowed on me by Him, as much as it is a by-product of my life in Christ. Successful Christian living entails ongoing bonding, a never ending merging of our essence into more intimacy with Him. Success requires deepening the love, maintaining uninterrupted, vigorous fellowship with Jesus.
In the routines of daily life, commune. Love God first. Let thoughts of pure passion rise to Jesus. In prayer, commune. Before uttering a word, love God first. Christians do not believe words in and of themselves have mystical powers. Our faith is in God, not magic. The power is in the relationship, not in the requests. Relish the thought, Jesus is near.
My own personal pilgrimage in learning how to express my love for God has been long and arduous. The church I grew up in essentially taught loving God was displayed by showing obedience to His laws. I was an adult before I was ever exposed to the possibility of experiencing true, deep emotional bonding with God. Reading Rutherford’s letters from jail, in which he described his love relationship with God in terms as passionate as a man’s love for a woman, was the first time I ever considered the possibility of “romancing” God. This emotional aspect of my relationship with God continues to be a struggle for me. When our church first sang the song titled “Breathe,” it made me extremely uncomfortable. In fact, it’s the only song we’ve ever sung that I almost asked that we never sing it again. A love song directed to God, it says, “I’m desperate for you. You are the air I breathe. You are my daily bread, Your holy presence, living in me.” My first reaction to the song was horror. This is not me, I thought, this is not where I am, I don’t want me or our church ever to sing this song again. On later reflection, though, I decided to view the song as a desire, a prayer, rather than an accomplished fact. I now try to sing the phrases as love songs to Jesus throughout the day. I am working on “romancing” God, on loving Him with my whole heart, soul, and mind.
We were made for God, to love Him with sheer pleasure, nothing held back. For believers, there’s only one first right thing. Holiness matters most. Love God first.